Monday, January 30, 2006

flat out after a long day.
*andymay at 10:30 PM

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*andymay at 10:30 PM

rachel, michelle, denise, sharlene n me
*andymay at 10:29 PM

second day of cny!
*andymay at 10:27 PM

crystal looks hot :P
*andymay at 10:26 PM

first day of cny!
*andymay at 10:25 PM

hehe look familiar?
*andymay at 10:25 PM

grandkids!
*andymay at 10:23 PM
Saturday, January 28, 2006
Phew. What a long day.
I woke up the earliest I've ever woken up for a long time! My dad picked me up from home, brought me to lunch then dropped me off at One U.
I bought the skirt!!! The one that me and dee saw that day in Mid Valley. She bought hers already a while back, hers is black and mine is khaki. The skirt that we'd been hankering for, I didnt buy that many clothes for Chinese New Year, but im really happy with the skirt. It's calf length. It's unique, unlike those horrible gypsy skirts everyone is wearing. The only gypsy skirts that are nice are the unique ones, and actually honestly so far the only unique one i've seen is Nessa's. No offense to those who wear gypsy skirts and half cardigans, but I just hate all these fads. What for see everyone in a mall wearing exactly the same thing as you!? I just can't understand it. But unfortunately, dee doesnt have it anymore. It got sold to Joy. Oh joy, now me n joy have another item of clothing thats the same. Joy. :p
Me n Joy went shopping, then after that we went back to her place to get ready for Tammi's party. Nothing much to say except the deco was WOW. They really put in so much effort for their parties, and Aunty Doreen ordered the yummiest pumpkin tiramisu EVER. It's just a small cup, but its 8 bucks each. I was so shocked, cos I ate like.. two. heehee. *guilty*
Now I'm at home, going to sleep soon. John's new word for me is "dearling".
Dear + Darling. Geddit!?!?! hawww.
And Shannon linked splitmyfroink in her blog. She refers to me and John as "them". Haha.. She's going to seremban for cny! And dee is going to Johor. What the?! And me? I'm staying here. Wish I was in Singapore though, but then again, if i was i wouldnt be able to say goodbye to all my friends leaving for overseas. Sniffle.
I keep sneezing and sneezing and sneezing tonight. I dont know why. Maybe I'm getting sick, but who wouldn't be? I haven't touched chocolate for 24 hours!!! :O
*andymay at 3:22 AM
Thursday, January 26, 2006

= )
*andymay at 8:40 PM

My belated belated belated birthday card from my beloved beloved beloved ex-cell members.
*andymay at 8:40 PM

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*andymay at 8:29 PM
My boyfriend is like my bed
So nice and warm
I never wanna leave it.
Teehee.
*andymay at 8:05 PM
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
Went to dee's place again, we cooked
again!!
This time it was scrambled eggs, luncheon meat and bread!!! hehe okay, fine, not much cooking involved, just the eggs. the luncheon meat was prepared by her maid. her maid's name is... roti!!! okay not roti, its ruthi, but the way dee pronounced it i heard roti hehe.
But it was goooooood. Plus, both of us eat ketchup with eggs! Amazing. When I put ketchup on my fried eggs my family looks at me as though I'm crazy.
We watched three eps of Wallace and Gromit, and it's supposed to be a kids show, but i say it is EVIL. Watch and you will see what I mean. And we watched forty year old virgin, by recommendation of my darling John. It was funny, before I left, he asked me to watch it, and true enough! Dee's bro had the dvd! Hehe.. yippee.
I'm home now, on the way back me an my mom stopped at Watsons and I got the new Sunsilk shampoo!!! Hahaha... that silly summer thingy. I am NOT a sucker for packaging (ok maybe a lil bit) but it's the new limited edition thingy, and it comes in this cute watermelon pouch! and there's a free hair mist or something. It's supposed to have watermelon extracts and stuff, but honestly it smells exactly the same as all the other sunsilk shampoos.
I am addicted to milk chocolate. The bar that John gave me for christmas is almost halfway through, and its only been a day. Sigh. Help me!
*andymay at 11:43 PM
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
I close my eyesAnd even when I'm sleeping
I'm alrightCos you are were in my lifeOnce upon a timeI only imagined thisAnd now you're mineWished for you so hardPrayed that you'd find me
Maybe you're here today
Here to remind meIf you believe that dreams come true
There's one that's waiting there for you
Cause I believed when I saw you
That if you want something enough
Then it can't esape your loveThere is nothing in the world that cannot beIf you believe.Rachael Lampa
*andymay at 11:28 PM

andymay*ohnjay
*andymay at 11:25 PM
It's late, and I'm still not asleep. It's been like this for a while now, maybe its the holidays really starting to kick in. Its not healthy, waking up past 12 and sleeping at 3.
Even though it's still holidays for me, none of it has been boring. Catching up with old friends, going to church, reading really good books, quality time with God, playing Sims 2 (YES it is the best game around) all the random things that have happened.
One thing that stands out is the three weeks which John came back from Cali. First of all, I wish I weren't so greedy in wishing he was back for longer. I really miss him. Well, according to him, I saw him 17 days out of the 20 days he was back. What percentage is that? A big whopping 85%. So apparently I have nothing to complain about. Sighh...
His uni schedule has been really hectic and packed this semester, and its only the beginning. It's getting harder to talk to him, we can't talk for hours on end anymore like before. I guess I was already forewarned, and it's something I have to learn to accept as it's gonna be like this from now.
And well, there's me starting out on my new role as a cell leader. It's been good so far, I enjoy cell, and the best part? Most of my old cell, which I was sooo reluctant to leave, from Love UnAshamed, happen to be in my current cell! Sharon, Pei Ling, and not forgetting Ps. Kay! :)
It will not be too long from now when Joy goes back to Perth. Poor soul, I know how miserable she is over there. I might be going to see her off, if I can find transport there and back. KLIA is always a pain, but a pain that I would go through for the ones I love.
And then, there's Mel and Tam who are also leaving to Aussie. At least when theyr all gone, I'll be going to Singapore to visit my family! :D I'm really looking forward to it.
Which leaves me now at a point where I think bout who my friends really are. Spending a day with dee again made me think again bout how my friends in WMS were purely friends because we had no choice, and now that we're starting college, its new friends, new life. But the thing is.. I'm not in college yet. Hehe... it's a long story. I sympathize with her, because I know how she feels, and sometimes I do feel exactly the same way.
Lately I found out something that upset me quite a bit, about a friend that I thought I had. Things like those happen all the time, I know, and maybe I should've been harder than I was, but nonetheless it did hurt my feelings. As much as John tells me to forget all about it and its not worth my time, and as much as I agree, we all can't help feeling the slightest bit down when bad news is delivered to you.
And with such news, the best thing to do is just leave it. Not to dwell.
I hope God will enable me to find it in my heart to forgive those who have wronged me, and to let go of the one thing that I can't. And you all know what it is, dont you. :)
*andymay at 3:00 AM