its glass!
*andymay at 2:33 AM
Monday, February 27, 2006
Denise just smsed... i'm going to Singapore on Friday!! Yipppeee :) I really really hope I get to go this time. Too bad its just me n my parents, my bro and sis have exams the next week.
Oh bloody hell, she just smsed again saying that its a MAYBE. Sigh.
Anyway, just loaned off Season 2 of Tree Hill from my cousin. I swear, she's so useful for these things hahaha. I soo wanna check out brands outlet in ikano, but for some reason everything that my friends tell me about thats nice, my parents say its lousy n blabla. WEIRD. Guess I'll have to trust my own judgement, i'll be going there next Sunday with Crystal again. I enjoy our weekly outings hehehe.
I think Karen's new guy is super nice! Sooo much better than that lousy Keith. :D
*andymay at 4:56 PM
Friday, February 24, 2006
And he got invited into TWO honour societies, one for Psychology, and one for his Overall results! I am simply BRIMMING with pride. I am so so so so so so proud! :D
Congratulations darling, you deserve it. xoxo.
*andymay at 12:30 AM
Thursday, February 23, 2006
What's going on?
*andymay at 4:57 PM
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
me & my emy-boo! *love*
*andymay at 7:40 PM
What is the purpose of arguments? Most of the time, it's that time where we think we are laden with unecessary grief, where we have a misunderstanding with someone you love, someone you dont love as much, someone you dont love at all, someone you dislike, someone you hate.
For me? That mentality is long gone. I've learnt to take each argument differently, no matter how much grief they cause, it's only for that moment, that temporary stretch of time.
I've learnt not to cry as much, I used to shed tears everytime i had an argument. Not because I've grown stronger and more hard against getting hurt, just learning to take arguments not as heavily as before. And that there are good things to come from them.
I sometimes thank God for the arguments that I have, after, of course hehe, especially from the people I love the most. I use my boyfriend as an example, because we do have our share of arguments. Sometimes, things don't get so pretty. But it's okay, cos through it all and at the end, the fact still remains that we're very much in love with each other and just a lil argument (or big) won't change the way things are.
There are times where frustratement take over me, where i simply do not know what to do. That's when I decide to break down, it's a way of comforting myself in a way. And also, its a way to get to him :P I know he does not like to see me cry, and vice versa. He really is very sweet to me. Like Ciara says:
He can have everything in this world
But he'll sacrifice it all for me
I can have everything in this world
But I'll sacrifice it all for him
These times make me appreciate him even more than i did before, and whatever doesn't kill us makes us stronger. And that's what we're growing to be everyday.
Praise God for arguments! :P
*andymay at 2:51 AM
Sunday, February 19, 2006
It was a bit hectic and unplanned. but i had losta fun.
One word to describe my day, after 11 p.m. : screwed up.
Why? Cos my mom just loves to rain on my parade.
You know, the last time i had a stupid argument with my parents about my freedom and me being able to go out was in Form Four. Now it's 2006, and they've just given me the whole "you gotta let me know where you go, who you're going with, how are you gettign there, how you getting home, from what time to what time", you have no responsibility, blahblahblah talk again. And then they gave their pathetic arguments as to why this should be the reason why no way i'm going to Singapore if i can't be "controlled" at home.
What the fish!? Come on, me uncontrollable... Seriously, I wish wish wish I'd change places with some of my friends, my parents will D-I-E. Will God PLEAAAASSSEEE put some realistic insight into their simple old fashioned minds?!!?!
They were like "You think you're so big and smartttt, that you know the world," and i go, NO. the REAL problem is you think i'm small and stupid. Sigh. I can't believe the issues theyr bringing up now. So yeah, i guess it's college here then. No Singapore. Well, unless this was like last time.
This is freaking history repeating itself. It's so ironic. They said the exact same thing b4 SPM. Like... you know, the whole you're not going to Singapore. Then. POOF! On the last day of SPM my mom says "would you like to go to singapore to study?"
And now, because I said "you were too busy to fetch me anyways! So i decided to find my own way" they go "Ok from now on you just go wherever you wanna go, don't ask us or blabla" N im thinking, omg how brainless, you use the same argument with me over n over again, you expect it to work!?
And one thing i can not believe, is the STUPID bitchy look my mother gave me when i told her i was going out in front of all my friends. Come on. I'll be legal in 9 months. Get real.
One of the reasons I was so happy today was.. well, to cut a long story short, something that I wanted out of my life was finally gone. It was helluva relief. And I was in One u again with crystal n graham, and also with shealin emy melissa and sharmane, n basically, it was just a happy day. But now I dont even feel like blogging bout it bcos of what happened in the last hour of the day. Poosh. I need to sleep. It'll all be over in the morning.
Gnite.
*andymay at 11:50 PM
Thursday, February 16, 2006
i LOVE john. i love love love love adore adore adore him. Why? Cos i just do. And also because... *drumrolls*he's getting me the bestest valentine's plus anniversary present ever! Hehehehe. Scroll further down, and immediately you'll know what I'm talking about.
p.s. I LOVE YOUUU!!! :) you're the sweetest thing EVER.
I think I'm seriously wasting my life away, I need something to do fast. Mommy said that we might go to Singapore next week! *keeps fingers crossed* I hope she keeps her promise this time. I swear, my mom just lives to piss me off. Everything I do she has to shout shout shout shout. Like come on, i took out an EXPIRED carton of milk and put it on the sink to throw away later, cos i still had groceries to stuff into the fridge. and she SHOUTS at me for doing that, like what the?! And I had to prepare dinner tonight, spaghetti bolognase, and i was supposed to heat up the sauce n all. And she complained AGAIN! Why? Because the sauce wasn't hot enough. I was eating and i was all "it's fine for me" and my bro agreed but she kept repeating that throughout dinner, it was painful silence the whole time cos she's just so TIRESOME. Like gosh, leave me alone. Make your own dinner next time.
Btw. Rewind! Went to the supermarket today. Oh and my mom jumped at that opportunity to scold me saying that I have too many clothes and I don't need so many because I'm a student, and that I need to stop spending. Boy, would she hate to have my best friend as her daughter.
Anyways, bought lotsa food! You know, since my grandma stopped living with us, there's absolutely nothing to eat! Nothing in the fridge, nothing in the cupboards, not even instant noodles! I've been surviving mainly on chocolate the past few days hehe... And today i bought loads and loads of junk, including marshmallows! Yeay I love marshmallows. :)
My mom got a call from my aunt asking her to buy a house in PUCHONG. I mean, hell YEAH i wanna move out of this house, but puchong?! How will i get everywhere? How will I go to church? No way am i living in puchong, no matter how nice the house is. Hehe...
Less than FOUR MONTHS till john comes back from US. :) I really can't wait, I'm already tingling with excitement even though it's still so far away. It's really the best Anniversary present he can give me, the fact that he's returning four days before! Last year, he came back four days after prom! So sad, but oh well. This year he's making it up to me! Hehehe.
Good night people. (Although I'm not actually going to sleep, John only wakes up at 11.40. Gotta wait up!!)
*andymay at 10:06 PM
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
Yes. You ever found that one pair of sunglasses that hugs your face perfectly, the most perfect shape, the most perfect colour... but so not the perfect price?! Dayum, these cost almost RM 800. But hang on, me being me, I'm thinking of alternatives. Buying them online rather than imported would only cos about RM 400. And checking with my aunt who owns an optical shop, hoping and praying for cost price, could result in even cheaper!! Am I smart or what.
Damn, I hope I do well for SPM!! *thats the only condition mommy will get them for me anyways*
Sit back with me. Say the L word. Come on.
*andymay at 9:42 PM
oakleys twenty
*andymay at 9:42 PM
Monday, February 13, 2006
In honour of my oldest oldest friend, Shauniee!!! The only one I've known since our diaper days. If i go to help, it'll just be like the good ol' bullying days.
*andymay at 11:16 PM
my bear!
*andymay at 11:13 PM
The thing I wanted to get from Perlini's is sold out. :( Oh well, there's something better. John's gonna surprise me with something from US instead of me choosing it myself. Yay.
I found my bible!!! Thanks Rach.
Just ordered Pizza Hut. I am such a nut, i kept dialing 79552525 thinking that's still their number. My fault, now my family's gonna have dinner late. I wanted to order just two pizzas but theyr more expensive than the set! So I ordered the set, so dimwitted. Sigh. Got a new bar of chocolate, this time it's Black Forest.
Oooh, pizza's here. Gotta go!
*andymay at 7:26 PM
Saturday, February 11, 2006
Ok not that proud, just... feeling very accomplished hehe. I led cell alone today!!! *on a sadder note, Sam's grandfather hasn't been doing too well lately, but he decided for himself that he wants to live two more years!!! whooppeee. What a wonderful spirit for an old man, he can decide when he dies!!! God bless him.*
I hope I didn't do too badly, but at least noone said I did, or had the guts to tell me otherwise haha. Helped Debz do the ice breaker for newsong, we did the stupid banana dance and the chicken dance. Felix says I have groove. And i'm like huh? It's the banana and chicken dance, what "grooves" do you need? Hahaha.. the dances just make you look silly, and being on stage makes u look even sillier!
It's amazing how a little absent mindness in a conversation can lead to such distortion. It's really truly darn amazing that people can form these self-invented images of people, that never even existed to begin with. It's amazing.
I have decided on my Valentine's Day present teehee. Yes, I'm buying it myself because my sweetheart is all the way across the Pacific, n i'll be spending Valentine's Day alone. *sniff* anyway, it's from my favourite jewelery shop, Perlini's Silver!! :D Yeay. Okay, it's not so much a Valentine's present, it's more of a Valentines plus Anniversary present. But whatever, it needs to be good because quote : I'm spending valentine's here alone.
Tomorrow, I have my second alpha class. Kinda boring actually, one of the church elders is supervising it. And I know absolutely noone there, but at least I get to see my beloved emilyn on sundays at third service. Omigosh, everyone else is... OVERSEAS!
Message to Mel, I hope you're enjoying your life in Melbourne. ;)
Daniel Koh's leaving to Aussie as well on Wednesday at night. See? EVERYONE is leaving. I'm left behind.
*andymay at 11:34 PM
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
this one too. *sob*
*andymay at 10:36 PM
this pic will never have a repeat. *sniff*
*andymay at 10:34 PM
me, john n his mom!!
*andymay at 10:31 PM
heartheartheart
*andymay at 10:28 PM
Ok. less than FOUR months till he comes back for the summer. Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! :D
I'd be a really happy woman if i wasn't so darn bored wasting my life at home when i could be shopping in Singapore and spending quality time with my family there. Sighsss...
To John : Me love you!!!
*andymay at 10:05 PM
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*andymay at 10:05 PM
man+dee=mandy!
*andymay at 10:01 PM
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
Damn, especially when two small ones join and become one huge one that jus stings n stings n stings no matter what you do. I can't even drink juice without it stinging!!! ARGHHH...
My house had a blackout earlier, it was awful stuck at home in the dark and without the aircon, n i was so bored cos no computer either. So when the power finally came back on I went n played Sims!!!! :D
I wanna go to Singapore. No no, wait. Let me rephrase that. I wanna go to Singapore, but I wanna go to Cali MORE! But mommy already said no. Sniffles...
Happy Birthday to Gavin Ng Khai Wei!!!
We go a long way back, I wish you many years of happiness with Xhin. ;) Hehe, thats the best wish i could give you.
*andymay at 6:41 PM
Monday, February 06, 2006
My previous post is MISSING!!!!!!!!
How did it just disappear like that? Strange.
Went to Sunway College today! No, I am not studying there, hehe.. but i went to Maths class with Dee. Lecturer was nice, but still boring. Saw chris n maythreen n met her gang there haha. We had San Fransisco Coffee!!! Felt a bit scared that I might get found out n kicked out, but nothing happened hehe. Then, my mom dropped us off at One u (again) where we watched some stupid movie by Rowan Atkinson. You woulda thought the movie would be good!!! Keeping Mum (18PL). I think PL means its too brainless for people under 18 to understand or sth. It was such a dumb movie. Oh n it took me a while to register than I'm already considered 18 and i can watch 18 above films!!!! Hahahaha.
I love salmon sushi. I had it today again hehe. Me n Dee sneaked it into the cinema.
My face is worse today. Its just peeling n peeling n peeling. Gross... hate sunburn. and i went to college with all that peel.
Is 20 bucks for a pair of earrings worth it!? Sigh... its cheap, but it's still 20 bucks. I didn't buy it in the end. Island Shop has gorgeous accessories. *wail*
Smelly Melly is starting a blogggg!!! I'll link her so everyone can read all about her new life in Trinity College. She's leaving on Friday though... So goodbye Mel!! We had a sorta farewell lunch yesterday in the Curve after church, for her and Arielle, John's best friend. But Arielle's only leaving in 2 weeks. We went to Paddington's House of Pancakes. YUM. :)
I have only lately realized how good and view changing SOAP actually is. For those of you who dont know, SOAP is a type of devotion. While reading a particular verse or chapter in the Bible, you get the Scripture which speaks to you, then you write about your Observation of the verse, then write the Application of that verse into your life. And finally list down your Prayer to wrap it all up. It's made me look at alot verses differently. Cool.
I wanna go to Singapore so badly! But I don't know when I'll be going, or when i'll be starting college. My parents are so indecisive. Sigh.
*andymay at 8:30 PM
food!!
*andymay at 8:27 PM
dinner at noble house.
*andymay at 8:26 PM
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
me n my sister... being dumb.
*andymay at 9:24 PM
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*andymay at 9:18 PM
Pictures from Tam's party!!
Joy left for Perth today. Didn't get to see her off, mom was bein in a bad mood as usual, Didnt manage to go visiting with my friends either!! But oh well, just chatted with the woman online. I'm feeling so distressed seeing her so upset hehe, Perth must really stink.
Dear Lord, please ease her in this time of hurt. May things get better for her, for I know she is precious to You. I thank You for life, for both good times and bad, and may You bless her always. Amen.
*andymay at 9:13 PM
