Saturday, September 30, 2006
HAHAhahaHAHahaHAhaHahaHahAHAHAHahaHAhaha.
Oh my goodies.
Found out the funniest thing from my sister.
Like, the keyboard at home got confiscated again because of my bro's unwillingness to study.
And then I messaged my sister who was online, like why are you online?
And she said... "I stole it. D-uh. We stole it last night too while dad was in cell. It was so obvious, he didn't even try to hide it well. It was chucked into some Secret Recipe bag and it was sticking out. So at 11.30 we were like PUT IT BACK PUT IT BACK before Dad comes home."
Hahahahahahaha.. It's so nostalgic it brings tears to my eyes.
It's just like old times, where the three of us would sneak out in odd times of the day to hunt for the keyboard or modem or whatever that was missing so we could use it. Hehe... imagine me fumbling in the darkness of the guest room to find my wireless keyboard... Sighhh.
I really miss home.
And I'm gonna be home in less than 2 months. :) I'm happy.

Thursday, September 28, 2006

Oh dear.
Christina's phone got confiscated for the dumbest reason.
Oh well. And I found out sth totally SCANDALOUS :) *shhhhhhhhhhhh*
for ME (and chris) to know, and YOU to wonder in agony.
Ok sorry. It's nothinglah. Just kinda high after doing 6 hours straight of language papers.
Gosh my hands are tired.
Literature paper tomorrow!!!!!!! Gnites...

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

I love you.
And this is real.
What they say is true, everything you've done for me has made up for it in ways more than one.
You do bring me happiness.
And I know you always will.
I'm lucky to have you.
And I'm glad you feel the same way, although you rarely express it, or not as much as I do.
No matter what people say about you and me
Or what they think or see
We're always and forever
Going to be.

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

.. 

l'eau by lolita lempicka 

eau de parfum 

*gasp*
if i have possession of either of these two fragrances by lolita lempicka.. im a happy camper.
sighhhh.....

. 

. 

seifer, rinoa + squall 

YEAYY!!!!!
John's getting me the ORIGINAL version of Final Fantasy VII for PC!!!!
Yaaayyyyyy.... my sweetheart bought it off Ebay haha. So funny. I never thought I'd be such a fan of online shopping, my aunt n I bought a few cds off amazon too.
And it'll be shipping right to my doorstep! Thanks for the early Christmas present dear. :)

Now christina and i can finally finish the whole game (again for me) and I can get to do all the side quests i never managed to do! And the best part? It's original so no glitches and blabla. Yay. I'm so happy...

I am so coming to stay over at your place again after Promos, and we can stay up all night playing. Yes I know you want to. ;)

Saturday, September 23, 2006

crys,aynee and me. 

feet. 

always love. 

oooooh. we look like lil marshmallows. mich would be envious. 

i trust graham's driving. 

don't ask. 

miss the bu pool. 

good times. love you cuz. 

crys, manda + half of graham. Love this pic. 

Since you're in Nz and I'm in Sg and I dont know how to contact you other than leaving you all these msgs online;
Happy Birthday Nessiepoooooo!!!!
And yes, we are definitely going out for lunch when you're back.
*heart*

Friday, September 22, 2006

hahaha. me too. :) 

Thursday, September 21, 2006

It's not so easy loving me
It gets so complicated
All the things you gotta be
Everything's changing
But you're the truth
I'm amazed by all your patience
Everything I put you through

And when I'm about to fall
Somehow you're always waiting
Your open arms to catch me
You're gonna save me from myself
From myself, yes
You're gonna save me from myself

My love is tainted by your touch
Well some guys have shown me aces
But you've got that royal flush
I know it's crazy everyday
Well tomorrow maybe shaky
But you never turn away

Don't ask me why I'm crying
'Cause when I start to crumble
You know how to keep me smiling
You always save me from myself
From myself, myself
You're gonna save me from myself

I know it's hard, it's hard
But you've broken all my walls
You've been my strength, so strong
And don't ask me why I love you

It's obvious your tenderness
Is what I need to make me
A better woman to myself
To myself, myself
You're gonna save me from myself.

I love you :) I don't know how else to say it.

me LOVES my lomantics. :) 

Monday, September 18, 2006

Woohooo!!!
Wenlin & I made our rounds today at West Mall and discovered two yummylicious promotions.
( 9 dollars for 9 plates of sushi at Sake, and buy one free one ice cream sundae at swensens)
So we split, I had a Frosted Chocolate Malt and she had Sticky Chewy Chocolate. We were happy lil satisfied piggies. Hehehe...

Sushi on Wednesday! SET.

Sunday, September 17, 2006

I LOVE christina aguilera's new album.
Okay, I haven't heard the whole album yet, only a few songs, and I didn't think her voice could ever improve cos it was already so good, but it's so much better in this album. Seriously, she's surprised me again with her vocal maturity. Although there's zilch pop in this album, it's a pleasant change.
Another thing I like about it is that they make use of her very raw vocals without adding addlibs and editing it much. It's amazing that she can still sound like that without coverups. I'm simply in awe.
Thanks Oli for introducing the album to me (indirectly)! Who your girl? I'M YOUR GIRL. hahahaha. ;)

Saturday, September 16, 2006

OMG! 11 days till Promos.
Arrrghhhhhhh... well if u count GP Malay and Lit which you dont really need to study for. If not, its 15 days. Still! :(
I spent most of my day today doing maths... Chris n I went to Frontier Library to do our tutorials. I managed to finish most of it. She had her first taste of Horlicks, believe it or not! And we had lunch at Subway. Yum! But we ate a bit too much n got a lil sick hahaha.
She was pink today. pink shirt, pink flip flops, pink hairband. and I was blue! Blue pattern on shirt, blue flip flops... etc. Just a random observation. We're both pink in school, with pink pencil boxes and mechanical pencils, with black diaries/organizers. We were talking today about how much we rub off on each other, and she asked me if I was this crazy with anyone else. I thought about it, then realized that there's no other girl like her. :) And that's why we're so crazy put together. In the words of LKConfucius the wise, "We find humour in everything." And that's what keeps us together. ;)
Didn't really get to talk to John much today :( I miss him.
Sniff. Anyway, the day kinda flew by. I'm getting scared, cos that means less time to study for promos.
But that's a good thing as well, cos it's another day more till the end of the term, which means, the sooner I get to go back to KL to see all my dearlings and my dearlingest dearling who's also going back to KL, but before that I'm gonna be going to Bangkok with my family FINALLY. And I also get to be with my cutie pie Max. I hope he doesnt grow up so fast :( I really don't.

Final words of today?
I want sushi! Period.

:)

People always leave.
People always change.
Not us.
Somehow, we have something people don't understand.
And they never will.

Friday, September 15, 2006

HAPPY 21st ANNIVERSARY to my dearest mommy and daddy! :D:D:D:D

Thursday, September 14, 2006

PW Meeting!
Sniff... it's our last one though.
Gotcha! It's our last one for Written Report~!!! hehe.... next we'll have to slave over Oral Presentation.

Phew, it's been a long and tiring day. But I'm really happy for some reason.
Our meetings are great, lotsa dirty laundry gets aired and at the end of each session me, wenlin, chris & mich just get closer. It must be real weird for my grandma outside, every few seconds four crazy girls just burst out in laughter (and i don't mean like polite laughter, like outright LOUD crazy laughter). I get scared sometimes. But I just have so much fun.
Of course, we do our work as well. Although we're kinda rushing for the deadline which is next Wednesday, but I can't help but smile and thank God for this group of people.
I really could not ask for a better combination. It's like, everyone else is whining "Oh I hate PW, it's such a waste of time" but somehow I dont mind that "waste of time". It's kinda weird. I'm actually appreciating it. Hmmm....

It's always good to be able to spend time with the people you love.
At first I thought it would be really hard to fit in, or more specifically blend into the class. And I just found out that I've been wronged, and there's one girl that I should be wary of. I guess it's too late to clear my name now, cos it happened quite a while ago. But that girl? She's not well liked, but I tried to be a friend. I guess it's my own fault for thinknig she was harmless. Cos she isnt. Nobody is.

Anyway, Mich has loveable loveable marshmallow arms!!!! and hands and fingers and legs and..... AHHH SHO CUUTEeEE!!! hehehe.
Reminds me, we ate marshmallows and sushi and my overbaked cookies today as well.
Gosh, I have a sore throat and a blocked nose. I think I caught the bug that's flying around school... its SO annoying, why must I always catch it. Sigh... I get sick so easily! It's not even funny.

Ahh, I'm supposed to get studying done today cos I borrowed Siti's maths newly purchased textbook. Darn, looks like I'll never get it done hehe. And I have loads n loads of work I need to do, especially chem. I'm one screwed girl hehe.
Oh well, I have to go to bed. I can't afford to get any sicker, luckily its the weekend soon. Get to rest... Hehe... I miss my boyfriend alot. Lately, I keep smelling him around, and it frustrates me cos something that reminds me of him ... actually, you know what, it pisses me off. Cos it's like his smell is here, but he's not here. Darn. Anger Anger Anger.

Sigh... don't think i'll sleep well tonight with this blocked nose.
I love my PW group!!! :)

Saturday, September 09, 2006

yup i cut my hair. And i'm super outdated, people wearing eo^ and i'm still wearing eo3. Sucks to be outta the country:P 

"You always looked at him with that twinkle in your eye, like a thousand stars gathered in one small spot in your eye that can blind someone with astigmatism, with SD 700 sunglasses."

Hehe. Contributed from my dear sister.
I did not know it was true.

Friday, September 08, 2006

I swear,

Chris and Julie are sOooOoOOoooOOoOOOooOoOoo sweet.

:)

Thursday, September 07, 2006

I made pancakes this morning! After having a good chat with my darling on the phone.
Yummy, I used the Pilsbury mix this time instead of Betty Crocker, it's much better! Less mix for more pancakes. And Log Cabin syrup is the BEST. Too bad it's so hard to come by in Singapore. It's like, an endangered species or something. So's macaroni and cheese. Oh how I love them both.

Well, so that's that. I got tuition today :( sniff. It's really expensive and I don't think its worth it, but I'll give it one more go. If I find I really do not benifit from it, i'll stop it and rather study on my own. But if only that helped hahahaha.

My internet connection's been really bugging me. It keeps signing me out, and its SO annoying, especially like yesterday when Michelle was sending me a cheerleading file and I got dced b4 it could completely send over! Grrrr. Annoying! well. You get the picture.

Been spending quite a bit of money lately, I promised myself not to spend anymore! And I asked Christina to slap me or stop me if I had the urge to buy something hehe. I slept over at her house last last night, and it was really fun! We had pizza for dinner, then we watched Will n Grace till 2 in the morning, then we slept (actually I slept, she stayed on the phone with Julius till 3.00) and woke up at 9 to go to school. Freak, we actually have to go back to school during holidays. We did our Econs Monopoly essay that night too, but it was so tiresome hehe. Luckily we managed to hand it up to Mr. Ho. I think hers got rejected, poor soul. But it didn't pass the two page benchmark.

*Thanks for having me over! Love you!*

Plans for the rest of my holidays? Today-nothing much except go for tuition. Tomorrow-PW meeting with my fave girls! Saturday and Sunday: I don't intend to do anything except laze around. And study. Gosh. Promotional Exams are just around the corner... I need to promote! Hahaha. Or i'll be repeating JC1 all over again. And if Shannon comes I'll be in the same year as her! :P

Ok I better start studying my Chem and Maths. They suck big time.

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

Sometimes I think.. I don't love Jesus enough.
It's been a long time.
I know we're supposed to be able to worship God anytime, anywhere, anyhow. Somehow I feel kind of guilty, because I find it somewhat hard to worship here in Singapore.
I'm not backsliding or anything, I know that it will never happen. I never let things that are so dear to me out of sight. Especially someone so big and important.

But I'm not as comfortable in the church that i'm attending now. It's a baptist church, and I don't mean to be discriminative or say that baptist churches are boring; but... it is boring. I sound just like every other brat in the world who doesnt wanna go to church cos its "boring". Honestly, that doesnt stop me from going to church. It just hinders me from the ability to truly worship, I have had a longing that I cannot satisfy, for such a long time.

I really miss SIB, and the great heights that my heart can soar while praising and worshipping God. I miss the serenity, the complete joy that I experience, the comfort, the homeliness that I manage to feel every single time. I miss the people there, the relationships that I've built over the years. I don't have that here, here I'm an outsider, most of the people are alot older, I do not know anyone from the Youth. I miss my cell group members, I miss Pastor Kay. I miss Sam. I miss everyone there, and it sucks because it's too hard to keep in touch.

The music and the hype's not supposed to change anything. It's not supposed to make worship better, because then it's all fake. But somehow I can't connect. I miss Jesus. I want a change. I want my walk with God to be right again. Not just right, but constantly advancing. I have no mentors here. It's tough, I never really felt so horrible bout this before. But today, I was very blessed and inspired after meeting up with Nessa today after school.

We had lunch at Cafe Cartel, and I was extremely happy to hear that she's rededicated her life back to God. God does amazing things, and although He doesn't bring back all my close friends to him and the path of righteousness, he did it once this time, at least. :) I don't know whether I've been doing the right thing, praying enough for all of them, or even thinking enough about them. It probably isn't my place to do all those things, after all I am not God. But I am very proud of her, and I pray that God will use her to reach out to all the people out there that need it, and need God. Thank you Jesus for another life yet saved.

(Btw we laugh so much everytime we meet. It's hilarious. I love shopping with her cos she just wants to try (and buy) everything! hahaha. I wish i had more of that kind of company, but it's really scarce here. Thank God for Christina and her crazy antics. Love you!)

I don't mean to feel so emotional.
Things happen. Things that I wish never did, things that I wish stayed buried forever.
It's hard to explain how things affect me, and even worse when people don't understand.
But I forgot that there are two people who know me inside out. People that will understand no matter how stupid it is. People that put my happiness above everything else, and they both start with a J! hehe. How cute.
They're the two most important people in my life. And I never ever wanna lose them.

I guess at the end of it all... I just have to trust Him to lead me through this black patch in life.
Thank you Jesus for everything. For every day that the sun rises, and for the beautiful people you have placed in my life. I could not last long without them. Teach me to care for them as You do, and help me to impact lives as You do.
Amen.

Sunday, September 03, 2006

:) i miss you. 

Tram @ Sentosa!! 

yupp. 

meg making "sand"balls, and yup that's my butt in the corner. 

ah yee & meg on the suspension bridge. 

That's the whole fam. I'm taking the picture of course :P 

me & a lil bit of unc keith! hahaha. 

meg n i at the southernmost point of southeast asia! or something. 

meg n i. 

oh i'm alive again. haha. 

look terrible in this pic. but it's still a nice one. 

yup that's me. playing dead. 

It's a really great beach! 

amanda ng tse - in
nineteen going on twenty
bum
previously in malaysia
now singapore
sekolah sri cempaka '93-'00
wesley methodist school '01-'05
jurong junior college '07-'08
national university of singapore BizAd
sibKL
Queenstown Baptist
LOmantic no. 1!
Itsy-Bitsy

Things I wanna do before I die:
learn sign language
take part in a huge scale musical production
teach and inspire
get married
get my Diploma in piano
meet God (oh wait, that happens only after I die :P)
act in a play
lead worship in church
win an award for talent
graduate from University
build a home in the suburbs
get a dog
get another dog
visit the Maldives
...tobecontinued...
favourites:

my family back in KL and in Sg
my LU girls
my cousin sister
my doggy max! always.
Goody-Six-Shoes
the LOmantics!:wenlin+mich+chris
salmon
tiramisu
creme brulee
english breakfast
shopping
volleyball
basketball
the pool & the beach
ice-skating/blading
music
The Sims 2
cheer
keys, vocals, dance
pure white
prints
pretty bows
OPI Lacquer
patent pumps
photographs
novels
musicals
one tree hill
the office
christina aguilera
n last but not least, God.
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