So yes, I've been back in the Land of Mud for about a week and a half now.
Hehe, it's been so good to see all my loved ones.
Spending time with all my dearly missed friends.
I don't really feel complete though, maybe because someone is still not back from the States.
Or I still miss those in Singapore.
Oh well... hehe. Been having lots of quality family time! It's been great, I have never felt closer to my two siblings. I guess what they say is true, that absence makes the heart grow fonder.
:)
To those of you in Sg going to Yunnan tonight, I pray for journey's mercy and that you guys will be delivered safe and sound. I hope you guys have loads of fun, and think of me when you're there! muahaha. (those of you who read this anyway) as well as all the people going on the OUAP trips to Xi-An and Australia.
And to Michelle who's probably in Australia by now on holiday, I miss you!
I can't wait to go to Bangkok, then I can't wait to come back, because that's when John comes back!
YAAYyyYyyYyyy....
Sigh.
I'm blissfully happy.
Good night everyone! :)
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
I missed it here so much, especially church and One U. :P
Been hanging out with Joy lots, we did our hair together and shopped etc. She bought me a really gorgeous bday present, thanks woman!
also caught up with Mj and Ven Xhin. Glad that they're doing well.
I swear, I am going to Vx's or Yi wen's house to play ps2 (ffX, ff12, kingdom hearts and etc)! :)
Shu Uemura cleansing oil is a dream come true. i've always had trouble removing my eye make-up, especially waterproof mascaras but its so easy with the oil.
hopefully it doesnt leave oil seeds around my eyes hahaha.
Anyway, I miss all of you in Singapore. Don't worry, I didn't forget about you. Hope you guys are having fun :) To my more-sampat-than-me-best-friend: congrats on passing your retest! ;) (although the results arent out but i know you will never pass on a chicken rice reward).
My doggy Max is the CUTEST HANDSOMEST MOST ADORABLEST THINGY EVERRRRR!!!!
I will post pictures soon. :) He's just SO CUTTTTTTTTEEEEEEEEEE. I fell in love with him the instant I saw him.
Thursday, November 16, 2006
I'm kinda sad.. of course I'm always looking forward to go back to KL but then Singapore has grown on me. It's my second home now, and I'm gonna miss it a lot when I go back.
Either one I go to, I shall always miss the other.
I will miss my LOmantics dearly :)
And the few odd people too.
For those who're going to KL to visit, please drop by! :)
Anyway, I don't really know what else to do today... Tmr gotta wake up at 8 something. Gahh...
The coach leaves at 10 and it'll take me about an hour to get there.
Sigh. Feeling slightly emo now.
Presenting to you: Love Is.
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
oh the MOE is sooo getting hugs and kisses for this.
i now officially pay LOCAL SCHOOL FEES...
which means 26 per month instead of 260!
WOW. that's like virtually paying nothing at all...
YAYYY.. mommy and daddy are gonna be so happy.
I was running around the house pretending to be an airplane cos i was so happy.
Don't ask.
My phone bill was about 50 sing this month. eek... gotta redeem myself by making my aunt dinner. heehee.
I want to cut my hair.
Boyfriend wants it long.
I miss my long hair too.
Friends in Singapore say I look better with short hair.
Gotta grow long hair for prom!
But actually no need lah.
I kinda like my hair now, except the ends which are flying all over the place.
Fall straight damnit!!!
I want the same hairstyle as the girl on May 2006 Seventeen's cover page. Haha... thanks to WenLin for tearing off the cover page for me. You could have just passed me the whole magazine without destroying it permanently.
Verdict: I still don't know whether to cut or not.
Oh indecisive me.
Bottom line: Beware oh peeps in the Land Kuala of Mud, you'll see me sooner than you think. ;)
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
I love who you were, or who you might be.
Is it wrong to want the best for you? And the best for me.
Us.
But is there anything left to salvage?
Bits and pieces, all thrown to the ground.
We've trampled on it so many times.
I've tried so many times...
Why won't you just do it.
That's all that's keeping the peace away.
I don't understand why.
It's been so long.
Desensitized by you.
Hurt? Me. More like.
Dead? Me. More like.
Choking up tears is so easy.
But who's to say it works huh. Nothing does anymore.
If you're never going to change...
If you're never going to try.
Then neither will I.
Every time I hear it, I'm reminded of Drama Fest times.
Sometimes it makes me cry, I don't know whether because I really miss it, or the fact that we've been so disappointed by the major upheaval. The changes that were made, the scenes that were deleted, the essence that was snatched away...
I don't know.
But it always brings back that emotion... no matter what.
Check it out.
I know there's something in the wake of your smile.
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yea.
You've built a love but that love falls apart.
Your little piece of heaven turns too dark.
Listen to your heart
When hes calling for you.
Listen to your heart
Theres nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
And I don't know why,
But listen to your heart
Before you tell him goodbye.
Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile.
The precious moments are all lost in the tide, yea.
They're swept away and nothing is what is seems,
The feeling of belonging to your dreams.
And there are voices
That want to be heard.
So much to mention
But you cant find the words.
The scent of magic,
The beauty thats been
When love was wilder than the wind.
LOmantic-ness FOREVER.
I hate to say it hasn’t helped me yet
I thought my problems would just dissipate
And all my pain would be in yesterday
I poured my booze all down the kitchen drain
And watched my bad habits get flushed away
I thought that that would keep my head on straight
And all my pain would be in yesterday
But it’s true
I’m still blue
But I finally know what to do
I must quit, I must quit, you
I thought that if I didn’t go and play
The sadness would get bored and go away
I thought that if I didn’t go astray
That all my pain would be in yesterday
But it’s true
I’m still blue
But I finally know what to do
I must quit, I must quit, you
I sold my guitar and my piano
I thought that it was these that kept me low
I thought if only I could try and change
That all my pain would be in yesterday
But it’s true
I’m still blue
But I finally know what to do
I must quit, I must quit, you
I must quit, I must quit, you...
and chris. giraffe
again!
loves mich 2!
loves turtle
:)
splashhh
Monday, November 13, 2006
pretty palawan. :)
don't ask me what's this. ask yong jun, he made it.
dance with the coconut trees!!! val is fascinated by a non-existing something up in the trees. maybe its the sky.
more poser pics of me.
somehow this pic looks..... like there's a pattern. and val's being a cuckoo again.
ewww this looks lesbo. but me still love manda.
val n i again!
yes we are such posers.
HAHA look at val!
girls! (all of us saying: there's sand up my pants. in my case, skirt)
trying to be part of the bollywood scene videoing behind.
group pic!!!!
manda: yj looks like a grandmama!
me loves valerie!!
Friday, November 10, 2006
hehehe we look kinda alike here, don't we.
graffiti @ far east
___________________________________________________________________
LOmantic no. 3
alohaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LoMantic No. 3 speaking!
XD XD XD XD
let's play a game!!!
we shall type on this entry,
wadeva is our style of writing.
guess who we are okayy?? =3
the LoMantics are at LoMantic 1's house ^^
out of sheer amusement, (and cos that's just what we do)
we decided to playyyy =3
(our PW work how?? >.<)
Well… how the whole LoMantics came about was rather… boringXD
We were balloted out to be in the same PW group.
So, LoMantic 1-4, plus Kavita, our would-be LoMantic 5,
We decided to do our PW on… marriage! *plays ‘Here Comes the Bride’*
And like how I always write in my blogs… so much has happened.
No one, I mean really,
no one will ever like PW.
However, we love PW!
That’s because we love each other!
Despite me being all… slacking >.<(hurhurrr good that you know)
The best thing is, we haven’t fought!
Well, LoMantics, we have come thus far…
Here’s something I need you guys to know.
LoMantic 1: Hey, nothing to say for you lar XD cos I'm ALREADY close to you.
*sing* just like me… they long to be… (close to youuuuuuuu... *pops bubbles*)
XD but I really appreciate the hospitality your family had provided us the past year >.< honey ="">
LoMantic 2: Thank you for your random
(yet very very VERY interesting)
comments that u manage to slot in
between LoMantic 1 and myself’s noisy and in-penetratable conversation XD
you never fail to catch our attention,
and PW won’t be the same w/o you. =3
Oh well… guess what? We’ll see each other during the Dec holidays!
Yay!! XD
So much for not seeing each other *evil grin*
LoMantic 4: I never thought I can work properly with you,
Cos your words are very sarcastic XD
But I was wrong.
You ARE sarcastic,
But you at the same time showed love and care
(and lots of humour in our lives)
(‘I love you too!’ XD)
in fact, you changed my impression of you so much,
it’s hard to accept that you are leaving us.
Very hard.
I really won’t forget the times that we had that livens up each other’s lives.
Yes, LoMantics, you guys (I mean, girls) are a bunch of unpredictable ppl.
But it’s your wide variety of personalities and opinions,
That make us so special =)))
On to.... LoMantic 2!!!! =3
___________________________________________________________________
LOmantic no. 2.
Heys! or rather known as the CHEESY day for us!
we had 2 packet of ruffles (cheddar cheese), macaroni & cheese (done by my lomantic 1 which is so yummylicious), and our LOMANTIC CHEESECAKE (we made it on our own. smell the lomanticness?)
i wasnt sure how it started. but it did.
in fact i dint know i could work so well w you girls at first.
i rmbered telling someone that i think my pw grp will have some conflicts.
but guess what. now that it's ending
i dont want to let go.
i want the 4 lomantics to be working and playin tgt always ):
ha take a good look at our limitations that did not appear in our WR
our limitations:
location - only LoMantic 1's hse available
food - chips, pancakes, marshmallows, chocolates, macaroni, beef patty, veggies... actually NO LIMITATIONS!
our dearest dearest - KAVITA! (x (would have been LoMantic 5! more LoMantic then!! ha!)
survey response - NO THANK YOU *turns away* (waa... looks like someone got dumped. dramaqueen.)
THUMM (book ma ___) - end up playin final fantasy(rocks!), webcammin, msn, bloggin (like nw?), barbie-q`ing, shoppin at far east, bed hoggin, bitchin! Carmen`ing at esplanade! choc nectar!!
To Lomantic 1:
heys girl.
my dearest leader.i could not imagine what our pw would be like w/o a leader like you. your sampat`ing, laughters, generosity thank you so much for the thum u spent lookin for extra information (via your aunts, reading up books etc) and also giving us a place to do our pw happily (ehh noisily too!)
the trips we had: far east (for sdu interview), esplanade (for carmen), zoo (w lomantic 1.5), nt to mention the countless sakae buffets and random shoppings we had after lessons!
i love you so so much! ((:
go back KL so soon..
gonna miss you for sure. tc loads over there yeah?
To Lomantic 3:
haha! not chicken rice again! this girl is always hungry and noisy!!
but know what? i just love you like that! your loudness and craziness never fail to brighten up our days
thank you for always being there to show us your pretty megawide smile
and also for your greediness we get to eat so many gd food! haha!you made the lomantics a much happier grp ever.
i rmb the first time we met was our `o1 jj night this tall pretty girl next to me was screaming, shouting, dancing and crying hahas ppl must be wondering what im talkin about now but i know you know thats all that matters yeah? ha (x
`oh my darling i love you! ((:
To Lomantic 4:
LOL! we love shoppin for cheapo stuff at ntuc huhh.. but our cheesecake turned out to be even much nicer than the expensive brands! probably due to our lomanticness that made that cake taste oh-so-good!
you and your hihi... did i ever mention how funny you are? you're the funny one lah! teach me how to be funny! i don want to be lame!! )':hahas i like the way you complainin bout ppl and things. you just made it un`bitchy yet humorousyou are always so gd ard with ppl. be them kids or old ppl... i guess thats the kindness in you that made you so specialbe more confident of yourself alrights dear?
i love you so! ((:
i will never forget our pw meetings. our pigging, bitching, laughings, screaming, singing, dancing, playing.. this list nv goes on huh.. (:
I LOVE MY LOMANTICS!! ((:
seriously I do.
oi! Lomantic 4 your turn!! lol!
___________________________________________________________________
LOmantic no. 4
hihi ((: LOmantic forrr here! I smell cheesy now! The food prepared by LOmantic 1 was so yummy deliciouss. But I don't know why LOmantic 3 had to visit the toilet after the meal! She said it was becos that she ate oranges last night. O.o but we didn't smell any oranges!!!! She must have lied!! We smelt something esle... eeww =X
Okay, thum to be serious! We will never forget the thums we crap, bitch, sing and eat together right?! =(( So sad that pw is coming to an end... I really enjoy pw-ing with my LOmantics! BARBIE Q at Heritage View (the chocolate bar condo), food consisting of prawns, chicken wings, potato salad, fried rice, beef, hot dogs and CHEESECAKE!!! hoho, ruffles too. Not forgetting the bonding sessions with each other. Splashing water at each other, playing freeze in the freezing water. Screaming our lungs out at the slides in the baby pool! Scaring away users wannabe~ (Yes. Residents from the fifth floor were complaining ;))Heh, wonderful memories isn't it? =D
OP is on the 13th Nov. We all must remember to sweep our eyes across the audience alright? I pro-mise to do my verly best.
Last PW meeting T.T will end soon, but our LOmantic-ness will never!
To my LOmantic 1:
Hey darling ;D You know that I really appreciate it when you give me hugs whenever I feel low? And also, always providing for us during PW meetings. You have been a great pw leader, always making sure that everything goes well, you were the source of our success, the fun and of course, the bond maker. Why bond maker? Haha, cos u were the one who organises alot of outings in class, like lunch at sakae sushi, pizza hut, kfc, mac, shows, party, ice skating and swimming (: All these have managed to make the people in our group and class to bond with each other..you're great you know? Thank you for supporting me when I'm in a conflict (haha, with friend and also AVAC) and also teaching me how to cook and laughing at my lame jokes all the thum! You will never be forgotten, ever. Stay outgoing, cheerful and loving! Not forgetting - YOU ARE MY SUNNSHINNEEEE!!!!! Must invite me to your wedding k!
To my LOmantic 2:
Hihi! Haha I love shopping with tai-tai like you man! Turtle (: remember next time when you get cheapo stuffs, always think of the cheapest cheese cake that we have made at LOmantic 1's house k? I remember the first time I talked to you was when I said thank you to you and you said 'you're not welcomed!' haha, lame joke. I also know that you like people to call you FUNNY! Haha, I like it when you get pissed, the expression on your face is always so funny and cute (x Particularly cursing with words that don't seem vulgar or offensive at all! My dear friend, thank you for being so nice and patient with everyone in the group, I salute you for your high level of tolerance, your ability to be able to console me by making feel that I'm always not alone, and also being able to crack lame jokes to amuse me. Be a good OGL next year k? Spread your lame jokes around.. haha!
To my LOmantic 3:
*TICKLES FOR YOU* Hahaha I know you hate that! You know I love your HYPERNESS? With all your YAYS!!! AND LET's GO EAT!!!! I always get amused by your cute-ness. You're a great student counsellor. You know something? You were the first I got to know when I stepped into jj. Haha, I thought u were cute and humorous (my first impression, but not anymore; HAHA just kidding!) and your leadership skills rocks! You never fail to spread the fun and enthu-ness around ((: I wanna dare you to do something - STOP EATING FOR 4 HOURS! AND AND, whenever you start screaming or laughing, I will know your presence that you're somewhere nearby - see how loud you are? ;DD Must remember WHYAIII I wrote this you for k? I sincerely really want to thank you for sharing with me your sensible thoughts(which I can't rmb what) and also for being such a great pw mate, friend and classmate (: Altho we won't be classmate next year, we will still be GREAT EX-PW friends right? *winks* I'm really going to miss your LOUD laughters and reactions to certain things (: HAHAHAHA.
TO myself: I LOVE YOU!!!! Haha, I know I'm lame
Lastly, my LOmantics, although I'm not going to be in the same class with you all next year, doesn't mean that you can forget about me k?! Thanks for being so fun-loving, so considerate with each other and for contributing so much - your time, love, care, knowledge and LOmantic-ness. All the best for your A levels <3>
Keep the ball rolling my LOmantic 1!
___________________________________________________________________
LOmantic no. 1
Heyyyy!!!!
Yup, I am dubbed LOmantic 1, probably because I'm the project work group leader.
Notice that LOmantic 2 and 4 kept talking bout all the food we've eaten together. *rolls eyes* gluttons sial!!!
Heheh.... Anyway, this is our tribute because it's our last PW meeting ever and we're all feeling very very emo.
ESPECIALLY me. For some weird reason.
Well anyway, we took pics to commemorate the event and even made a cheesecake from scratch.
All in all, we've had the best times ever during our meetings *when we're not doing serious work* and we're proud to say that although many groups fell out and had inner conflicts we were (almost) smooth sailing and worked hard together throughout!
I love all you guys! I wish we could still get together next year, but we know due to some reasons that's not possible. :( Thanks for coming to my bbq, hope you guys had lots of fun and thanks for your prezzies. Yes LOmantic 3, even the dummy ones. Hahaha.... I'm gonna miss u guys so so so much when I'm in KL... it's sad that I only have about a week left with u. But i'll talk to u online when I can!!! Ok??
Btw, tomorrow LOmantic 2 and I will be going to the zoo. Yay. Haha random.
With our... ahem. One and a half.
Time for personal messages! I have a feeling that I'll be the most emo out of all the personal msgs. Haven't read them yet...
To my LOmantic 2: Words can't describe the blessing you've been to me. Always patient and good-natured, always ready to help. Thanks for being by my side the whole year, you are truly one of the best friends I have. Thanks for the rides to school everyday, i'm the luckiest thing! Thank you for your generosity and warmth. And yes, I know our loudness and craziness are too much for you sometimes but I know you're learning to let loose too! I'm never afraid or awkward around you, and not to mention we've had zero conflicts so far, which is great! hehe... :P I love you!!! So so much. You're one of the people I shall miss most. My ever-faithful secretary, I know I can always count on you. You're the best!
To my LOmantic 3: Du-uh, like honey!! Do I even NEED to write this out? Alright alright, for the sake of formalities, yes. You're a bundle of joy. (just like me). Even our perasan-ness stands out. My best friend. You always try to be there for me, I truly do not share as much of my life as with many other people. You know me in and out, and our influence has stuck on each other in the space of half a year. I love you, and although you might forget me after not seeing me for a long time; I wont forget you. :) Sorry I can't be there with you on your birthday, but I promise I'll wish you from KL and i'll pass you your present before I go. I will miss sleeping over, sushi-ing, trips to the library, being a lamp post for you and julie, watching and re-enacting will&grace, playing with aichio, finding humour in just about everything even when there's no humour to be found, screaming our heads off at nothing, and the ability to call u (until after 7 of course, cos thats when ur free-incoming ends) whenever I need to (and not forgetting that u don't always pick up, but you know i forgive you), and battling in FF8. Hugss. When I come back, you and I are gonna kick Adel's butt.
To my LOmantic 4: My darling. We know you go through lots of rough times, and can only hope that we've been there sufficiently enough for you. I am definitely going to miss your presence next year, your ever-positive outlook on life and the way life treats you, your nurturing, caring and loving spirit. You have so many admirable qualities that at a glance I did not catch, but only after the period of getting to know you did I realize the wonderful person you really are.You've shown me not to judge a book by its cover, and that you can find depth in the simplest of things. I wish you only the best for things to come. Although you always keep trying to steal my boyfriend but its okay ;) hahahaha. You're always going to be a part of S26 and JJ165. We're attached to you and we're not ready to let you go. Loves you always and always.
I know most of the people who read this won't understand unless they're from S26 and those taught my Mr. Ho and Ms. Liong, so ignore. Hehe... more sane posts will be coming soon.
And the most important thing of all.
I love LKC! :)
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
Captions clockwise frm left: Chris n I being us, four of us, the cheesecake we made, four of us monkeys, the cheese ruffles, chris & i again, three of us n half of wenlin, me sleeping on the job, christina cutting the cake and drooling too.
most of them.
yeemah cooking chicken wings!
boys will be boys.
the chefs decorating my cake!
faces.
cheesecake!!
chris,qianshan,me,mich.
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
Woke up super early to meet Val and Gino at HarbourFront, where we went to Sentosa!!!
Yayy.. I swear I love that place.
So much so that I bought the Islander card, which gives me unlimited entry to that place for one year for 20 bucks.
Hehehe.... Yay yay.
It was really great, the sun was out, and the sea was PERFECT I TELL YOU.
The water was super super clear and cold, and there was no icky seaweed clinging to ur legs as ur swimming.
Although it was supposed to be a lit class outing, only amanda natasha, yong jun, rena, desiree and the above 2 ppl came. And Gino's not even in Lit! Hahaha...
So after that, I went back to school to join Mutton Ball's practise for 25th anniversary.
Learnt all the steps and all but don't think I'll be performing on that day. But it was really fun.
Then I came home, and realized i was BURNTTTTT!!! Like, my shoulders, back, arms and face are all red red red. Tomato red. Like seriously. I almost died. hahaha.. i had no idea it was so bad.
Shit. Tomorrow got to go school again for OP rehearsal. ARrrrggghHHHhHh.
Anyway, yesterday was my PW group's final meeting. :( so sad. I wanted to cry. We were all being so emo about it.. that we decided to do a tribute through our blogs. It will be up soon. And so will the pictures from the beach!!! :)
I realized i only have less than a week left in Singapore.
I shall miss everyone.
But I'll be back with my darlings in KL! Yayyyyy. hhehehe...
Last thing.
I LOVE DANCE. :)
Sunday, November 05, 2006
love you guys.
my other kajang buddy visiting in spore! :P
my kajang buddy visiting in spore.
woohoo!!
yes i know how scary stage make up can be.
manda&manda. LOVE YOU!
there rach. photos of my bimbotic act. :P
I love H1 Literature 06!!!!! *hugs*
