splitsplat

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

There's this very cliche word. It's normal in people who rant in their blogs about how their day sucked, blah blah blah. That word starts with a D, and it is twelve letters long, ending with T.

Anyway, today's topic will be about: The D word!!!

Two birthday celebration plans. Both supposed to be a surprise, but somehow either other people screwed up or the birthday person him or herself screwed up, or I screwed up, or whatever, it's not gonna happen anymore. Or it didn't happen anymore.

It's some sort of incentive to never want to plan all these things again, they just never work out no matter how I try. People will always let you down so I don't want to blame everything on my surroundings. Maybe trying to a good thing is just so much harder than doing a bad thing.

What else? Well, mostly that. I'm trying to be excited for this Saturday, and Friday when Joy comes down to Singapore. The cheerleaders have been practicing everyday for Love Fiesta. Hope we do well, there's nothing I want more than to see it stabilize and eventually become a proper CCA. Once you start something, you don't just wanna see it crumble before your eyes.
Maybe I did wait too long before I took action, but it's good cause then people see what's the real situation and who are the real people behind it. I'm happy though, but not looking forward to doing the stall with my class. Somehow, I just get this negative vibe from them. Maybe I'm paranoid, but I've given up trying to figure it out. I'm just often and easily misunderstood, and I know it because most of the conflicts I go through are quite stupid, only cos of misunderstandings do they happen when in actual fact the issue doesn't even exist.

Keeping myself busy with stuff helps me take my mind of things like this, but at the end of the day when deafening silence surrounds me, everything will come back and bite me in the ass.

Sometimes I wonder, should I entertain these thoughts?
Or should I discard them, for are they nothing but chaff that flies in the wind.

*andymay at 9:20 PM

Saturday, January 27, 2007

Mlzy I am not neglecting my blog!
I really really want to post on it, but everytime I intend to, something silly happens like my aunt closes the window and my whole post is lost. :p
Ok updates updates updates. Just a few pictures of what me, Wen Lin and Hui Qi did at the zoo last year.

I've never been so close to a monkey! Any closer n I don't know what would have happened.

Awww, so Lomantic lahh.

I swear. The Zoo toilet is nicer than the one I have at home.

Uploading pics to blogger now is a big pain, cos for some stupid reason I followed what blogger asked me to do and switch to the gmail account thingy. ARGH! So there will be a huge decrease in pictures from now on, my friends. Unless I look absolutely gorgeous in them, or they actually mean something. Until I find another alternative, that is. Pictures have a way of telling a story that words cannot. Yup.

Busy busy busy, I miss home, blah blah blah. But theyr coming down during CNY! Everybody go Yay!!!
And me bestie Joy is coming to Sg next week to stay with me! Everybody go YAY!! again!
Next week also means Economics Market Failure test, Love Fiesta, equals cheerleading and running of stalls. Gahhh.... messy week ahead I'm sure.

Anyway, I joined Malay dance! It's something very different and refreshing for a change... But there are major side effects though! i'm aching all over and bruised on my knees hahaha... keep knocking them. N the worst thing is I have to live with it during cheerleading practise as well.

Some parts of the past week have been depressing, others: mirth.
But those I'll be keeping to myself, to avoid spreading negativities and to avoid messing things up unecessarily. If only you did the same.

I love dance~! :)

*andymay at 7:15 PM

Monday, January 15, 2007

Okay, I will update my blog.
It's not that I'm neglecting it, I'm not! I've just been busy and I don't really have time to blog, or to post pictures. Actually it's not that I dont have time to post pictures, its that I really DONT have any new pictures to post.
Hahaha... The cat is out of the bag.
Anyway, today is a very special day. Why?
Because today happens to be THREE PEOPLE'S BIRTHDAY (which I know of course).

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO:

Yee Mah
Arielle
&
Mark

Yupyup. On Saturday the whole family went to Kui Shin Bo, this Japanese buffet restaurant in Suntec City. Man, the spread was good. I was in 7th Heaven.
Stuffed though... haha. They have everything, sushi, sashimi, teppanyaki, sukiyaki, noodles, desserts, drinks, chocolate fondue, u name it. Lunch is about $20 while dinner is pricier, about $40.

On the same day, I met Alia at city hall. Our favourite place, we bought identical Tea toiletries and cosmetics cases, and I bought a Chanel eyeliner. I regretted almost immediately cos she introduced me to Armani Code. I am scrimping and saving for the next 2-3 weeks for it!!!!!!
And Christina too. But for entirely different reasons hahaha. ;)

We had the most horrible PC today. Ran and ran and ran and ran. It was drizzling at first so we ran indoors, I really pushed myself hard (dunno y) and I started at the end but came in first. N i felt SO GOOD about myself, and then were told we had to do FOUR MORE STINKING ROUNDS ON THE TRACK! I almost died. I only managed 3... hahaha... And poor Siti was not feeling well too. Btw, thanks Chris for the Coke! Small gesture, but I love you anyway.

So yes, I'm gonna go now cos my Yee Mah bought back Haagen Daz ice cream. Everyone go YAY!@ :)

Love.
I really miss my family... hehe.
And a certain someone halfway across the world. Really really. REALLY.

*andymay at 8:59 PM

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

I am sick.
Down with the fever for two days already...
And it's only the first week of school.
After Chem tutorial today, I just didn't have the energy.
I feel so bad for not going for volley training today, but it WAS the CCA open house anyway, and I had the cheerleaders briefing to do. So after I watched the councillors have fun (I say have fun because I wouldn't exactly call it dancing haha. DISCLAIMER! I didn't say it, a councillor did ;) hehe.) I went home. And did all my homework. well not all, impossible to finish all, there's too much!!!
Aghhhh. And the new batch of JJcians are TOTAL NERDS, They're doing their Chem tutorials already!!! Omg. Well I wouldn't know what our batch did last year, I wasn't around for orientation.
Hehe...

I still miss Max alot. I'd really give anything to have him back. I'd let him chew and bite my hand all he wants even though it hurt. Sigh.

I'm feeling very lousy... Chris is just recovering from her flu and I'm getting more n more sick. I guess I'm gonna be pretty lethargic tomorrow, especially since its such a long day.

Btw, Lindt Lindsor chocolate ROCKS my pink polka dot socks.
Yum.
(oops i shouldn't be eating chocolate when I'm sick. Ah who cares.)
To John: I miss you so much. I can't believe I won't see you for 6 months. :( I hope your semester goes well. Love!

*andymay at 9:24 PM

I am sick.
Down with the fever for two days already...
And it's only the first week of school.
After Chem tutorial today, I just didn't have the energy.
I feel so bad for not going for volley training today, but it WAS the CCA open house anyway, and I had the cheerleaders briefing to do. So after I watched the councillors have fun (I say have fun because I wouldn't exactly call it dancing haha. DISCLAIMER! I didn't say it, a councillor did ;) hehe.) I went home. And did all my homework. well not all, impossible to finish all, there's too much!!!
Aghhhh. And the new batch of JJcians are TOTAL NERDS, They're doing their Chem tutorials already!!! Omg. Well I wouldn't know what our batch did last year, I wasn't around for orientation.
Hehe...

I still miss Max alot. I'd really give anything to have him back. I'd let him chew and bite my hand all he wants even though it hurt. Sigh.

I'm feeling very lousy... Chris is just recovering from her flu and I'm getting more n more sick. I guess I'm gonna be pretty lethargic tomorrow, especially since its such a long day.

Btw, Lindt Lindor chocolate ROCKS my pink polka dot socks.
Yum.
(oops i shouldn't be eating chocolate when I'm sick. Ah who cares.)
To John: I miss you so much. I can't believe I won't see you for 6 months. :( I hope your semester goes well. Love!

*andymay at 9:24 PM

Friday, January 05, 2007

The Shu Uemura girl sure did a good job of making my eyes look bigger than they already are... pfft:P hehe. It was really nice though!

*andymay at 10:57 PM

Thursday, January 04, 2007

These are the pictures from my year-end Bangkok trip.
It was pretty alright, over-rated though for the shopping. Didn't really buy much, all they sell is fake stuff anyway. And my policy is if you can't afford it, don't buy the fakes.

Anyway, school's started. It's so good to see everyone again!!!
But so far its been so BORINGGGG. I miss my two buddies, who are busy with Orientation camp..
Hidup sangat sunyi tanpa mereka tau.
Come back soon guys! You have NO idea how boring it is without you.

Like, I've been a spectator for the camp the past 2 days. I never got to experience Orientation, as in, not that i really WANT to. But you know, lots of my good friends are involved, I feel kinda alone. Haha.... Silly.

My holidays back in KL were great, as usual. Spent New Years Eve and New Years here though.
Since everyone's done their new years list, I shall do mine too.
Let me see: major events last year during the holidays.

1. Won 1st prize for the HSM Talent Competition held in Malacca.(For the first time ever! Btw I sang and played the piano together for it.), coached the 2nd runner up too!
2. Went to Bangkok for 1 week.
3. Saw John everyday he was back until I left to Singapore.
4. Got to know alot of people better that I previously did not know well; eg Arielle, certain members of John's family.
5. Went ice skating after a long while! Yue Qi was there and she saw me but I didn't see her and it was already cleaning the ice time, so we missed each other. :(
6. Missed all Maths Differentiation lectures and volleyball trainings. I feel so bad! I'm so behind. Sigh....
7. Had two 18th Birthday parties. Fun fun. :) It's only because the people you love most and are the best company are there though. Saw a few WMS friends.
8. Had our Project Work Oral Presentation. Yay!
9. And thats about all I can remember.... hahahaha... I'm sure theres more.

On a sadder note, my dog Max died last last week.
It's horrible, he was only 6 months old. But it can't be helped. I'm too heartbroken to relate the whole story again.

My family will be coming back to Sg to visit during Chinese New Year, so NO MISSES FOR YOU! :)

*andymay at 8:09 PM