Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Just a big big post to show appreciation for these wonderful people in my life. I would not have gotten so far without you guys supporting me all the way, and showering me with your love and concern. Thanks for shaking me when I needed it, and holding me when I was shaking. I love you so much and I want you to know it.

If I could bake a billion brownies and give them to all of you, I would. ^^
So here we go, in no particular order:
Thank you for everything Josh. I feel really far away from you and I'm missing you loads.

Dear Sam. Thanks for all your encouragement, you've guided me along the whole way more than you know...

My sampat best friend. Thank you, Chris, for always listening, never judging. I always can turn to you.

My less sampat best friend Siti. Thanks for being the most understanding. Loves.

My oldest best friend in the whole world. I love you Xhinny, even though you're far away but I'll keep you near my heart forever.

En Li, who's been with me since the beginning of everything. I thank you for your friendship, I love you.

My dearest Emilyn. Thank you for always being there for me, you never fail to make me smile when things go bad.

Thank you Jia Wei for always cheering me up when I need it, and for talking sense into me when I was going off track. You've helped me so much.

My dear Kim. You're the sweetest, thank you for being available for me all the time.

My other longest best friend in the whole world. I am so glad we've kept in touch until now, I love you so, Alia Alias.

Joyyyy. Wish you weren't so far away, but thank you for sticking with me through thick and thin. I will always always love you no matter wat shit happens.

Blood is thicker than water. Knowing I have you, Crystal, in my life has always made me feel better, you're more than my cousin, you're my sister.

Jemina. Thanks for being so accomodating and being with me since we started uni. I'll be seeing you :)

Dear Christie, you are always so sweet and kind. I can always count on you for a pick-me-up.

Dear Doris, thank you for just being you, you've blessed me in so many ways.

Haha yo Ervs! Thanks for always being both honest and patient with me. It really means alot, even if I don't tell you.

Shannon, I will always come back and look for you. :) You've been an integral part of my journey, I will never forget.

God, I feel so emo now. Sheesh. There's a special reason why these people are up here, it doesn't mean I care any less about the rest of my inner circle. Okay?
Uni life has started off well for me, I'm really enjoying it (yes, even the studying). I just feel blessed now that I can face the world again, and I'm happier than I've ever been. Hence the big thank you to all the people above.
The most important thing for me right now is to thank our mighty Lord and Saviour, who really HAS saved me from the pit of despair and restored me to more than I ever was before. I know He is real and nobody can ever dispute that for me, never.
I love You, more than life itself.
*andymay at 7:40 PM
Friday, September 26, 2008
You chose to surrender the best thing that's happened to you
What were you missing?
Were you just tripping?
Running away from your fear was the best you could do
You made this decision
You chose our division
And I have no regrets
I wish you the very best
In all that you do
You did this to you
Yeah, you did
Congratulations
Now you are free
You have earned your degree
Yeah, you graduated
This is your last separation from me
There'll be no more trying again
No more coming back
No more forgiving you
No more thinking that somehow the sum will be different
By using Division.
:)
*andymay at 1:35 PM
Sunday, September 14, 2008
A very good friend of mine said:
for those who had their hearts broken,
shed no more tears my sister. u deserve a better person.
and you will lead a better life than before.
you will find someone who will love you and be faithful to you.
someone who will be there to catch your tears. hold you when you need comfort.
be there when no one else will.
and one day, when you become an accomplished dynamic young woman
you will realise that...
the ultimate best thing that he had ever done for you... was to let you go.
*andymay at 12:12 AM
Tuesday, September 02, 2008
wake up
I have been waiting for you
to open your eyes
so that I can tell you
that I think I'm ready
I'm ready to freefall into
...
into the unknown.
*andymay at 12:15 AM